today

 

The downside of making intentions? To improve as the way I'm living my life. Is that? I do the new things and there's still all this time leftover. With nothing to do. So I re read for half an hour. I work on a puzzle, I do some exercises. I go outside and walk around, come back in the house. And I'm right back in the COVID trance. Easiest thing to do is turn on the TV and sit back and find something to snack on. It's really hard to keep going and find something stimulating, both to mind and body, and certainly to emotions too. I don't know what to do. Holly and I talked about it this morning. You know what can we do to make a little bit more out of our time? While we're feeling better and we still have nothing to fill that time. Whoever thought we'd complain about that? I do enjoy the reading for half an hour. I have been reading some short stories that are from a book given to me by Michelle and they're very intriguing. I've enjoyed them. I do go out and do step UPS on the. Front deck. I do. Use the rebounder to get at least 3000 steps. I haven't been out of the house with all this cold, wet, windy weather so. I'm only getting steps on the rebounder. I miss being outside. I don't know what's going on in the neighborhood. I haven't even been to the store for two weeks. Just in the house. So what do I do? I turn on the TV and sit back and just. Do nothing. And it is a trance. It's a it's a trap. It's the comfort zone. It's the what you do when you don't have anything stimulating to do. I am doing this little writing, but it's certainly not much of an exercise mentally or any other way, but it's what I've got right now and it's what I've got to do. I wanna keep track of the progress. This morning I said it's like when you've been sick for a long time and you're getting out of it. When you feel better and you wanna do stuff, then you find out that you still can't. There's still. You can still can't move around and be active and excited the way you like to be. so that's all i've got to say about today thank you

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