positive tuesday

 

After yesterday's reproachful start. I changed my attitude toward my life. It's not about giant steps, it's about knowing that improvement is possible and that it's up to me to move at my own pace. As long as I'm comfortable with what I'm doing. And comfortable with how I'm doing it. That's enough. I don't wanna be negative. I don't wanna add to the negativities in the collective. There's so much anger and hate and Division I can't add to it with my thoughts. I wanna add I wanna change. It was. With positive iti. I know that's possible. I know everybody's thoughts go to the collective. If you went away at torda positive, you have to put your mind to being positive about your life. And I am. I had a lovely visit with Rosalie. Yes, yesterday. She took all the light strings and she's gonna put him in her little shed. Her what? She calls her. She shed. I like the idea of those lights helping someone else. I was just wasn't using them and they were collecting dust and webs and I really loved my empty rafters much more than I did. The ones with the festoons of webs and dust. The air is cleaner. Maybe I can use the fan now. I didn't use it before because it just blew the dust around. And after check vacuumed all of the rafters, they're clean and fresh. I can still use my long handled brush and it won't just knock things down. It'll collect and that's what I wanna clean house. I love my little house. I love my life and my little house. I like my own cooking. I like having things right here for me to use. I like my yard. Yesterday I pulled a lot of weeds and that felt so good. Today I'm gonna heap some rocks up, get rid of that extra row of rocks that have been bothering me. It's just little things every day, looking around, seeing what I can do that makes things a little better. That makes the neighborhood a little better. That makes the community a little better. That makes the world a little better, and I can do that.